Maybe for once in my life, I’d like to be the one to be angry, or first to jump on someone else’s answers, or maybe even to not care and be able to carry on a conversation or debate or argument or whatever you might want to call it with my chin up high. I’m tired of being shushed and belittled. Maybe I do have big dreams, bigger than my mind can handle. It’s still blurry that’s all. But I know I want to do big things, you don’t have to tell me otherwise. I want to change, I want to see the world with fresh and bright open eyes. I don’t want this suffocating airtight feeling. I just want to do what I can, and be happy with who I am. That’s all, really. I’m not trying to be queen of the world, so maybe for once just take a step back and give me some breathing space. You hurt me more than you challenge me, you know?
